Doing my best to conform to non-conformity I went home and went to bed instead.
In Jared's book, Career 2.0, Take Control of Your Life, he talks about the fact that:
"When your catching crabs you don't need a pot with a lid. Once you get two crabs in the pot, none can escape. The one crab that reaches the edge, and freedom, is always pulled back in by the other crabs."
I need to either not be a crab at all or be the first crab that doesn't let the others drag me back in!